I think my mom wants me to embrace the fact that one day I will be a mom.
No, I will not embrace it. Seeing or being around a pregnant anybody gives me the heevveeyyggeevveess!!! Seriously, I get really uncomfortable, pregnancy scares me.
I see it like….. Something from an alien fiction tale. Like, a penis invades a vagina and plants its alien seeds. Wait, that’s exactly what happens!!!!! (sorry I was trying to make it sound disgusting like my head makes it sound but I suck at writing it on the spot).
SO POINT IS. Sorry mom, I’m just not cut out to be ‘embracing motherhood’. Babies are gross.
“井の中の蛙大海を知らず。 (I no naka no kawazu taikai wo shirazu) : A frog in a well doesn’t know the great sea.”—Means : People are satisfied to judge things by their own narrow experience, never knowing of the wide world outside. (via seiko-udoku)
I don’t know what to do, my dog means EVERYTHING to me. He is very important, even when he drives me crazy but still I love the little bastard with every fiber of my being. It hurts so much knowing that he may no longer be around to give me his cute doggy kisses after a long day at work. That he won’t be around to make me crack up when he’s running around and catching flies. I’ll have nothing to hold close to me whenever I feel alone and scared. I know he’s just a freaking dog, but he’s so much more. He is like a rock to both me and my little sister, we need him. I don’t know, nor do I want to know, how different life is going to be without mi cielo around. It truly kills me. I know he doesn’t understand why I cry whenever he looks up at me with those chocolate eyes, why I hold him so tightly trying to control my sobbing. How can he, he’s just a dog. He doesn’t understand what might lie ahead for him.
Without his loyalty and love, I just don’t know what’s going to become of me…